He will always be my lil baby bro

'Sis, i wanna stay in a boarding room near college' with so many reason that he told me... one thing for sure, he just wanna be independent, he wanna have a new life and he hope that his family trust him.
Oke.. well done... i gave him trust as he want...

2 days ago, i took him to his room, told him what to do or not to do, be a fussy sister ever.. that actually, not ready to release his baby boy brother that wanna life independent hahaha... and then i went home by my self, on the way back, my thought flew to june 1996.

June 8th, 1996 was special day for my brother, the family gathered to celebrate his 'sunatan day'# forget the name in  english hehehe, at that time, my mom pregnant, doctor predicted the baby will born 2 weeks later. On that special day, my mom got very bussy that made her tired.

It was something special for me also, because on june 11th, i will have a study trip with all my friends from school. A day before, Papa took me to mall to buy some stuf, cloths, snacks, and everything i need, i packed in a bag, felt excited and couldnt wait untill morning.

The morning came, i was looking for mama n papa, couldnt find them but only my aunt.. 'where's mama, papa? I have to go to school' she told me that my mom was in hospital since last nite because she had a problems with her pregnancy, she had a surgery to born the baby, i was so sad, double sad... papa called from hospital and told me not to go to study trip.

Fortunately, she was oke, the baby was born healthy and cute, my mom stayed in hospital for a week, after i saw my lil bro, the sadness flew away, he was small, only 2600gr, i had a small lil baby bro... yipppiiieee

My parents actually expected a baby girl.. papa bought everything in pink hahaha... we welcomed him home with all pink stuf... i started to be his baby sitter since the second week of his age, i luv baby... sometime my mom left us to go somewhere, i tried to be a good baby sister, but as a 13th years old sister, i felt confuse what to do, until now my mom didnt know that my lil bro have ever drink baby oil-it wasnt in purpose, its an accident, i gave him a bottle of milk after that, i saw in a movie that milk could netralize medicine...and started to pray that my baby bro will be fine (sory boy)

It was a missery to made him take a nap, just like other babies, they always have extra energy to play around... ough.. i was tired after school and need to rest.. one day, i played a trick to made him sleep... he was on his 2nd or 3th years old... there was a guy that went around to asked for money, he pretend like someone that had stroke attacked, my lil bro thought that he was a zombie monster (perhaps) and he was scared of that guy... in the room, on the bed, i was played with my lil bro, in second i pretend that someone outside, trying to come in... "hear, can you hear a guy come in?! We have to sleep soon, if noe, he will take you far away from here" it was succesfull, i played the same tricks for years.. he never learn from his experience... hahahaha...

On 2000, he moved to bali with my parent, in 2001 i move to bali, we passed a hard day in bali, but it made us stronger, he become a kind and understanding son, being a nice brother. We become close each other. After he graduated from elementery school, he with my parent moved to jakarta to continue study.

In junior high school, he suprised us when he got scholarship at school, my mom asked " why you didnt told me that you had a test for scholarship?!" He answer simple "if i told you, mom, you will be very fussy asking me to study, and if i failed you will be angry, so i let it be a surprise, if i get the scholarship i will make you happy with the surprise, and if i dont, you will never get angry with me, win win solution and smart answer" hahaha

When he was in senior high school, he was very stressfull to face the final exam "why should i brought, why should i do" and he succed to make me felt the same... but finally, he made us proud..

Time flies when we have fun, now he is in college, but he will always be my lil baby brother... adeeeeeeeekkkkkkk..... hahahaha
Make us proud, we know you could, fighting!!!